After a homicide, what do others leave behind to memorialize the victim?
This site displays photos of makeshift memorials that spontaneously arise after individuals are killed by violence in Oakland.Each site of a killing is photographed whether or not a memorial is found there....
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Samuel N. Walker, #56
Samuel N. Walker, 20 Killed 6/30/07 2:59pm Fairfax & Frances St Gun
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WE ALL LOVE YOU SAM SO MUCH YOU WERE TRULLY BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS US SITTING IN CLASS CRAKING JOKES ,SHARING NOTES,KICK N IT.ALL OF IT IS JUST HARD TO DEAL WITH I CANT BELIVE YOUR GONE I ALWAYS KNEW WHEN I HAVENT SAW YOU IN A WHILE ALL I HAD TO DO IS RIDE BY FAIRFAX :) AND WHEN I WANTED TO GET UNDER NETH YOUR SKIN & PISS YOU OFF ALL I HAD TO DO IS CALL U SAMUEL HAHA U WOULD B SO MAD!!I LOVE YOU SAM,I KNOW THAT UR IN PARADISE CAUSE ILL NEVER 4GET THE LIL SPECIAL VISIT YOU PAID ME:)SUPER NATUARAL I KNOW IT WAS REAL.HOMICIDE DETECTIVES IF YOU HAPPEND TO READ THIS PLEASE!!,PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON THIS CASE LETS GET THOSE RESPONSIBLE!!!A CHANGE HAS TO BE MADE HE HAS A HANSOME SON WHO WILL NEVER KNOW THE GREAT DAD THAT HE ONCE HAD :(I HAVE PLANS OF BECOMING A FUTURE HOMICIDE DETECTIVE ITS MY DREAMS SO IF U DONT SOLVE IT ONE DAY I WILL!!PROMISE SAM I GOT YOU BRA I LOVE YOU YA TRUE PATNA 4LIFE ASHLEE.TO WHOEVER DID THIS YOU WILL HAVE YOUR DAY IN HELL EXCUSE ME SAM & FAMILY BITCH!!!!!!
HEY CUZIN =) I DONTKNOW HOW I FOUND THIS PAGE AND WHEN I SAW UR NAME I SMILED CAUSE THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND WAS WHEN U MADE ME CRY WHEN WE WERE 9 AND 10....WE HAD WENT FISHING WIT THE FAM AND I MESSED UP UR FISHING LINE AND U GOT MAD AT ME AND YELLED AT ME!!! TELLIN ME GIRLS DONT KNOW HOW TO FISH AND THAT I SHOULDNT HAD CAME....I CAN LAUGH NOW BUT THAN I THOUGHT U WERE SO MEAN....BUT REAL TALK U WERE - I MEAN U R MY FAV, CUZIN =)I HAVE U AND I PORM PICS ON MY MIRROR THAT I LOOK AT EVERY DAY, U LOOKED SO HAPPY AND I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT U HAD ALL THE sAN lEANDRO SNOW BUNNIES ON U ( U WAS ON THE DANCE fLOOR WITH LIKE 3 ROUND U SAYIN CUZIN =) CHECK ME OUT) U WAS SO FUNNY AND THAN I WENT TO HIGH ST WIT U IN MYU PROM DRESS ON OUTSIDE ALL NIGHT...LOL BUT I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRY CUZ I MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!IT'S CRAZY CAUSE WHEN I GOT THE PHONE CALSS THAN TEXTS OF PPL TELLING ME U WERE GONE I DIDNT EVEN CRY BUT ON MY B-DAY/ UR HOME GOING I COULDNT BELIEVE HOW I BROKE DOWN BUT THEM NIGGAS GOING GET IT....IF THEY HAVENT GOT IT ALREADY............LOVE U CUZIN =) AND I'LL BE ON HIGH ST. FOR UR B-DAY TO SHOW MUCH LOVE!!!!!! LOVE U AND THAT TAT WILL BE COMING SOON!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
BRAH THIS YA BOY SEDYBO!!! MAN! I STILL CAN'T GET OVER U NOT BEIN HERE.I THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME.EVERYTIME I WALK DOWN FAIR FAX I CAN'T HELP BUT LOOK OVER AT THAT SPOT.BRAH I BE BE THINKIN HOW WE ALL GREW UP TOGATHER & A LOT OF US HAS PAST AWAY.I REMEBER HOW WE ALL USE TA GO OUT CLUBBIN HELLA DEEP.I USE TA GET HELLA DRUNK & U ALLWAYZ MADE SURE I GOT HOME SAFE.LOL.BRAH I ALLWAYZ LOOKED AT U LIKE U WAZ MY BLOOD.I STILL DO.I REMEBER HOW WE USE TA GO TO MERRIT COLLEGE & HAD MS.BROWN CLASS TOGATHER.WE WOULD GET OUT OF CLASS & GO STRAIGHT TO THE HOOD.I REMEBER HOW WE USED TA HAVE WATER FIGHTS WITH THE GIRLS ON HOT DAYZ.LOL..I KNOW U & D-BO OVER THERE CHILLIN ON THE OTHER SIDE.I LOVE U BOTH. LOOK OUT 4 ME BRAH WHILE I'M STILL LIVIN.SEE U WHEN I GET THERE..PEACE...PS KING SEDYBO!!
BRAH I HAVE TA LEAVE 2 COMMENTS.I 4GOT TA TELL THE GIVE THE FAMILY MY LOVE.& BRAH I REALLY FEEL LIKE I'M TALKIN TO U RIGHT NOW.MAN REMEBER HOW U USED TA HELP ME TRAIN MY PITBULLS.REMEBER WHAT WE USE TA DO TO THEM.LOL.THATZ A INSIDE JOKE ONLY ME & U CAN LAUGH AT.LOL...& BRAH U STILL GOT MY MAC DRE C.D THAT I LONED U BACK IN O4...BUT BRAH EVERY TIME I HEAR THAT 2PAC SONG (THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK A BOUT US)I THINK OF HOW ME U & B USE TA PLAY THAT SONG ALL THE TIME.BRAH I'M GOIN TA AFRICA SOON TOO.WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE U IN MY HEART....LOVE U BRAH PS SEDYBO!!!
HEY MY LIL BRA..ITS YO SIS..I BEEN WANTING 2 LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS SITE BUT I WAS SO MESSED UP DANG NEAR HAD A BREAKDOWN I DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE ENERGY 2 WRITE BUT NOW I GOT MY ACT A LIL MO 2GETHER AND I CAN WRITE. I HURT AND CRY LIKE IT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. I MEAN WHAT U EXPECT U MY LIL BRA I RAISED YO STANKY BUT. BUT I THINK ABOUT ALL DA GOOD TIMES AND VACATIONS WE TOOK AND I B LIKE DAMN MY BRA IS REALLY GONE...IM STILL I GUESS U CAN SAY IN DENIAL..I B WISHING U COULD C WHATS GOING ON NOW..LIKE C'N YOUR SON..MAN U WOULD B CRACKING UP CUZ HE A STONE COLD FOOL..LIKE HIS DAD..I LOVE MY NEPHEW 2 DEATH LIKE HE WAS MY OWN SON..HE HAS SO MUCH LUV BUT AINT NUTHIN LIKE HAVING YOUR OWN DAD AROUND AND I HURT KNOWING "LIL SAM" AS DADDY CALLS HIM AINT GONNA KNOW U LIKE THAT AND HAVE U AROUND...I THINK ABOUT U EVERY DAY I MEAN NOT A DAY GO BY AND IT HURTS 2 HAVE 2 FRONT OUT HERE LIKE EVERYTHING IS OK...I HAVE SO MUCH ANGRY IN ME CUZ U SUPPOSE 2 B HERE WITH YOUR FAM BUT NO A HATER OR SHOULD I SAY A BUSTA CAME AND INTERRUPTED THANGS..OH YEAH U ALREADY KNOW BRA U HAD HATERS CUZ U HAD A LOT GOING @ A YOUNG AGE BUT DATS HOW WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MAKIN THINGS HAPPEN @ A YOUNG AGE HAVING FOLKS WONDER HOW WE DO WHAT WE DO AND MOST OF THESE CLOWNS OUT HERE AINT GOT NOTHING GOING ON 4 THEMSELVES SO ALL THEY CAN DO IS HATE OR TRY AND TAKE BUT THEY WILL GET THERES AND U KNOW EXACTLY WHO U R..BUT TRUST AND BELIEVE AS LONG AS IM LIVING YOUR NAME WILL KEEP LIVING.. MOM AND DAD ALWAYS WANNA REMIND ME ABOUT THE HOPE OF THE RESURRECTION BUT 2 KEEP IT REAL I WANNA C U NOW BRA..BUT I HOPE GOD SPARES ME AND WE DO GET 2 C EACH OTHER AGAIN CUZ I MISS U LIKE CRAZY..LIFE AINT NEVA GONNA B THE SAME WITH U GONE..I JUS WANNA C U ALIVE ONE MORE TIME 2 TELL U I LUV U SO MUCH AND GIVE U A HUG AND WRESTLE WITH U LIKE WE WUD ALWAYS DO..I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF PAIN IN MY LIFE AND I JUS DONT WHAT 2 DO...XOXO LUV UR SIS LANNA
mann cuzin . . it was jus the day before i seen u on high street and i told u to come to my pool party the next day ! and i remember u sayin "imma come" and when i was waitin for u at the party my daddy called me ＆ told me the news . . i cried and cried and broke down to my knees cuz i jus seen u the day before and i couldn't believe it i was in denial til the funeral and me and que fell to the floor after we seen u . . . i remember how u used to teach me how to play the piano in the bak in ur room and i was jus playin around but cuzin imma miss u , so save me a spot
cuzzo its tuko, i know its been a minute, i been knew about this site but now i feel like i need to reach out. it was either a day or two before you left that i was asking about you. I got your number from chris and was about to call you on some sucka i thought was from high street. but instead chris called me and was like sammy just got murdered. so i some what regret not spending more time with you. I would sometime ride through the spot and make sure you were on your p,s and q,s. I would see you at dennys or the sugarbowl and at that gas station in berkely when you ran out of gas. I didnt even recognise you. I thought we was going to have a problems the way you was looking at me lol, but that was my first time seeing you since i got out and eventually i called out your named with a questioning tone, and to my surprise my little cousin had grown up. so when they told me you was gone i felt like a lot of oppertunities had passed and still i had not taken the time to get to know the man that you had become. All i remember is you beating chris in a foot race down 81st. That wasnt enough- that wasnt enough memory of your life. who would have thought looking back on that day that you would die and at an extremely early death, and i know this comment is probaly taking for ever but regret is a bitch. And im tired of this feeling of regret after my loveones pass so im reaching out. and thought travels at the rate of 24 billions mile per seconds so you should be getting this in about 6 hours and i hope it makes you smile. I drive up fairfax often thinking about what happen, wishing i was in your life to give some guidence in that critical, but this was already written, before you were born so it is what it is and one day we will be together again standing in that line before our Lord so until then cousin sleep because when you wake it wont seem like you were gone but for only a day or a part there of. P.S. your sister was messing with your hat, took it off your head, i guess messing with you is how she shows she loves you. peace be upon you
Man Unk I Still Cant Believe U Gone...But Mark Ma Words...Ima Shine 4 U...4REAL!!!!...Me And Jay Gon Hold It Down 4 U...We Miss U So Much Rite Now Man...I Remember Da Days We Used 2 All Jus Sit Around And Laugh A Dumb Stuff...But Man All I Can Do Is Jus Be Strong 4 U...I Luv U Brah...
This your sis Lanna...Its been 4yrs 2day since u gone and i still cry like it happened 2day. Im so messed up only God knows my pain. I wish I could take you place so you can see your handsome smart son grow up. We just had a bbq in your name on sat and it was nice. Cant believe how much your son misses you even though he cant remember you. He was so juiced about his shirt his momma made of you and him and when i showed him the cake of you he smiled so big and was like that say "we missed me daddy sam" lol it didnt say that but he knew it was on the lines of that. I told the fam i could put 3gether the bbq again but it be stressing me out and i hate depending on ppl and a lot of ppl arent reliable they dont feel the way i do about it so they dont see the importance like i do..ima gonna have to keep your name alive and remember you in a differnt way next year.. Dang bra this hurts soo bad i dont know if i will ever get over this.. Gone too dam soon..Love you to pieces wish i could just crawl up next to you and go to sleep
I just found this website, while i'm sitting at work and should probably be working. I still think of you all the time and wonder what our lives would have been like. Not that you and I would have ended up together, but I wonder if we would have still been cool. A lot has gone on since you have been gone. I think you would have been proud of me. I graduated college, went on to get a masters degree, and now I work. I also have a daughter, one day I have to take to meet your parents. The same song that I was listening to before I found out what happened to you is playing on Pandora. Maybe GOD is sending me a message letting me know you already know. My heart will never stop loving you. My soul will never stop missing you. My prayers are with your family because I know you wouldn't want to see them in any pain. Your son is beautiful. Thanks for all the letters you wrote me, I still have them. I read them when I am sad. My family is good, I know you would ask about them. Everyone is so big now and Jerm have triplet boys and who know's what other children he have running around. You may not be here, but you will forever live in our hearts. Thanks for all the memories. Love always STAYME!!! Your family put a picture of me in your obituary, I am 26 and to this day, that is the sweetest thing that anyone has done. I'll love you forever and a day!
It's been a long 8 years, not a day goes by and I don't think of u, u were my little secret my king my rock my everything I still ask God today y u had to leave and I see now u were to perfect for this world with a heart of gold and a smile that can light up the sky funny thing is I needed u but I guess god needed u more the love I have for u can never go away I will never love no other man the way I loved you this love is deep to deep I mean soul searching deep my mind body and soul will forever be with u intell the day we meet again I will always love u the love we shared was 1 an million������
Missing you baby I wish heaven had a phone God will be so mad at me ill be blowing that bitch up like hello jesus may I speak to Sam love u pooh intell we meet again I will always love you in my Whitney Houston voice����❤����������
Samuel N. Walker, 20
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WE ALL LOVE YOU SAM SO MUCH YOU WERE TRULLY BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS US SITTING IN CLASS CRAKING JOKES ,SHARING NOTES,KICK N IT.ALL OF IT IS JUST HARD TO DEAL WITH I CANT BELIVE YOUR GONE I ALWAYS KNEW WHEN I HAVENT SAW YOU IN A WHILE ALL I HAD TO DO IS RIDE BY FAIRFAX :) AND WHEN I WANTED TO GET UNDER NETH YOUR SKIN & PISS YOU OFF ALL I HAD TO DO IS CALL U SAMUEL HAHA U WOULD B SO MAD!!I LOVE YOU SAM,I KNOW THAT UR IN PARADISE CAUSE ILL NEVER 4GET THE LIL SPECIAL VISIT YOU PAID ME:)SUPER NATUARAL I KNOW IT WAS REAL.HOMICIDE DETECTIVES IF YOU HAPPEND TO READ THIS PLEASE!!,PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON THIS CASE LETS GET THOSE RESPONSIBLE!!!A CHANGE HAS TO BE MADE HE HAS A HANSOME SON WHO WILL NEVER KNOW THE GREAT DAD THAT HE ONCE HAD :(I HAVE PLANS OF BECOMING A FUTURE HOMICIDE DETECTIVE ITS MY DREAMS SO IF U DONT SOLVE IT ONE DAY I WILL!!PROMISE SAM I GOT YOU BRA I LOVE YOU YA TRUE PATNA 4LIFE ASHLEE.TO WHOEVER DID THIS YOU WILL HAVE YOUR DAY IN HELL EXCUSE ME SAM & FAMILY BITCH!!!!!!
HEY CUZIN =) I DONTKNOW HOW I FOUND THIS PAGE AND WHEN I SAW UR NAME I SMILED CAUSE THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND WAS WHEN U MADE ME CRY WHEN WE WERE 9 AND 10....WE HAD WENT FISHING WIT THE FAM AND I MESSED UP UR FISHING LINE AND U GOT MAD AT ME AND YELLED AT ME!!! TELLIN ME GIRLS DONT KNOW HOW TO FISH AND THAT I SHOULDNT HAD CAME....I CAN LAUGH NOW BUT THAN I THOUGHT U WERE SO MEAN....BUT REAL TALK U WERE - I MEAN U R MY FAV, CUZIN =)I HAVE U AND I PORM PICS ON MY MIRROR THAT I LOOK AT EVERY DAY, U LOOKED SO HAPPY AND I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT U HAD ALL THE sAN lEANDRO SNOW BUNNIES ON U ( U WAS ON THE DANCE fLOOR WITH LIKE 3 ROUND U SAYIN CUZIN =) CHECK ME OUT) U WAS SO FUNNY AND THAN I WENT TO HIGH ST WIT U IN MYU PROM DRESS ON OUTSIDE ALL NIGHT...LOL BUT I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRY CUZ I MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!IT'S CRAZY CAUSE WHEN I GOT THE PHONE CALSS THAN TEXTS OF PPL TELLING ME U WERE GONE I DIDNT EVEN CRY BUT ON MY B-DAY/ UR HOME GOING I COULDNT BELIEVE HOW I BROKE DOWN BUT THEM NIGGAS GOING GET IT....IF THEY HAVENT GOT IT ALREADY............LOVE U CUZIN =) AND I'LL BE ON HIGH ST. FOR UR B-DAY TO SHOW MUCH LOVE!!!!!! LOVE U AND THAT TAT WILL BE COMING SOON!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
BRAH THIS YA BOY SEDYBO!!! MAN! I STILL CAN'T GET OVER U NOT BEIN HERE.I THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME.EVERYTIME I WALK DOWN FAIR FAX I CAN'T HELP BUT LOOK OVER AT THAT SPOT.BRAH I BE BE THINKIN HOW WE ALL GREW UP TOGATHER & A LOT OF US HAS PAST AWAY.I REMEBER HOW WE ALL USE TA GO OUT CLUBBIN HELLA DEEP.I USE TA GET HELLA DRUNK & U ALLWAYZ MADE SURE I GOT HOME SAFE.LOL.BRAH I ALLWAYZ LOOKED AT U LIKE U WAZ MY BLOOD.I STILL DO.I REMEBER HOW WE USE TA GO TO MERRIT COLLEGE & HAD MS.BROWN CLASS TOGATHER.WE WOULD GET OUT OF CLASS & GO STRAIGHT TO THE HOOD.I REMEBER HOW WE USED TA HAVE WATER FIGHTS WITH THE GIRLS ON HOT DAYZ.LOL..I KNOW U & D-BO OVER THERE CHILLIN ON THE OTHER SIDE.I LOVE U BOTH. LOOK OUT 4 ME BRAH WHILE I'M STILL LIVIN.SEE U WHEN I GET THERE..PEACE...PS KING SEDYBO!!
BRAH I HAVE TA LEAVE 2 COMMENTS.I 4GOT TA TELL THE GIVE THE FAMILY MY LOVE.& BRAH I REALLY FEEL LIKE I'M TALKIN TO U RIGHT NOW.MAN REMEBER HOW U USED TA HELP ME TRAIN MY PITBULLS.REMEBER WHAT WE USE TA DO TO THEM.LOL.THATZ A INSIDE JOKE ONLY ME & U CAN LAUGH AT.LOL...& BRAH U STILL GOT MY MAC DRE C.D THAT I LONED U BACK IN O4...BUT BRAH EVERY TIME I HEAR THAT 2PAC SONG (THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK A BOUT US)I THINK OF HOW ME U & B USE TA PLAY THAT SONG ALL THE TIME.BRAH I'M GOIN TA AFRICA SOON TOO.WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE U IN MY HEART....LOVE U BRAH PS SEDYBO!!!
HEY MY LIL BRA..ITS YO SIS..I BEEN WANTING 2 LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS SITE BUT I WAS SO MESSED UP DANG NEAR HAD A BREAKDOWN I DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE ENERGY 2 WRITE BUT NOW I GOT MY ACT A LIL MO 2GETHER AND I CAN WRITE. I HURT AND CRY LIKE IT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. I MEAN WHAT U EXPECT U MY LIL BRA I RAISED YO STANKY BUT. BUT I THINK ABOUT ALL DA GOOD TIMES AND VACATIONS WE TOOK AND I B LIKE DAMN MY BRA IS REALLY GONE...IM STILL I GUESS U CAN SAY IN DENIAL..I B WISHING U COULD C WHATS GOING ON NOW..LIKE C'N YOUR SON..MAN U WOULD B CRACKING UP CUZ HE A STONE COLD FOOL..LIKE HIS DAD..I LOVE MY NEPHEW 2 DEATH LIKE HE WAS MY OWN SON..HE HAS SO MUCH LUV BUT AINT NUTHIN LIKE HAVING YOUR OWN DAD AROUND AND I HURT KNOWING "LIL SAM" AS DADDY CALLS HIM AINT GONNA KNOW U LIKE THAT AND HAVE U AROUND...I THINK ABOUT U EVERY DAY I MEAN NOT A DAY GO BY AND IT HURTS 2 HAVE 2 FRONT OUT HERE LIKE EVERYTHING IS OK...I HAVE SO MUCH ANGRY IN ME CUZ U SUPPOSE 2 B HERE WITH YOUR FAM BUT NO A HATER OR SHOULD I SAY A BUSTA CAME AND INTERRUPTED THANGS..OH YEAH U ALREADY KNOW BRA U HAD HATERS CUZ U HAD A LOT GOING @ A YOUNG AGE BUT DATS HOW WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MAKIN THINGS HAPPEN @ A YOUNG AGE HAVING FOLKS WONDER HOW WE DO WHAT WE DO AND MOST OF THESE CLOWNS OUT HERE AINT GOT NOTHING GOING ON 4 THEMSELVES SO ALL THEY CAN DO IS HATE OR TRY AND TAKE BUT THEY WILL GET THERES AND U KNOW EXACTLY WHO U R..BUT TRUST AND BELIEVE AS LONG AS IM LIVING YOUR NAME WILL KEEP LIVING.. MOM AND DAD ALWAYS WANNA REMIND ME ABOUT THE HOPE OF THE RESURRECTION BUT 2 KEEP IT REAL I WANNA C U NOW BRA..BUT I HOPE GOD SPARES ME AND WE DO GET 2 C EACH OTHER AGAIN CUZ I MISS U LIKE CRAZY..LIFE AINT NEVA GONNA B THE SAME WITH U GONE..I JUS WANNA C U ALIVE ONE MORE TIME 2 TELL U I LUV U SO MUCH AND GIVE U A HUG AND WRESTLE WITH U LIKE WE WUD ALWAYS DO..I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF PAIN IN MY LIFE AND I JUS DONT WHAT 2 DO...XOXO LUV UR SIS LANNA
mann cuzin . .
it was jus the day before i seen u on high street and i told u to come to my pool party the next day ! and i remember u sayin "imma come" and when i was waitin for u at the party my daddy called me ＆ told me the news . . i cried and cried and broke down to my knees cuz i jus seen u the day before and i couldn't believe it i was in denial til the funeral and me and que fell to the floor after we seen u . . . i remember how u used to teach me how to play the piano in the bak in ur room and i was jus playin around but cuzin imma miss u , so save me a spot
love always
ur lil cuz teetee
cuzzo its tuko, i know its been a minute, i been knew about this site but now i feel like i need to reach out. it was either a day or two before you left that i was asking about you. I got your number from chris and was about to call you on some sucka i thought was from high street. but instead chris called me and was like sammy just got murdered. so i some what regret not spending more time with you. I would sometime ride through the spot and make sure you were on your p,s and q,s. I would see you at dennys or the sugarbowl and at that gas station in berkely when you ran out of gas. I didnt even recognise you. I thought we was going to have a problems the way you was looking at me lol, but that was my first time seeing you since i got out and eventually i called out your named with a questioning tone, and to my surprise my little cousin had grown up. so when they told me you was gone i felt like a lot of oppertunities had passed and still i had not taken the time to get to know the man that you had become. All i remember is you beating chris in a foot race down 81st. That wasnt enough- that wasnt enough memory of your life. who would have thought looking back on that day that you would die and at an extremely early death, and i know this comment is probaly taking for ever but regret is a bitch. And im tired of this feeling of regret after my loveones pass so im reaching out. and thought travels at the rate of 24 billions mile per seconds so you should be getting this in about 6 hours and i hope it makes you smile. I drive up fairfax often thinking about what happen, wishing i was in your life to give some guidence in that critical, but this was already written, before you were born so it is what it is and one day we will be together again standing in that line before our Lord so until then cousin sleep because when you wake it wont seem like you were gone but for only a day or a part there of. P.S. your sister was messing with your hat, took it off your head, i guess messing with you is how she shows she loves you. peace be upon you
Man Unk I Still Cant Believe U Gone...But Mark Ma Words...Ima Shine 4 U...4REAL!!!!...Me And Jay Gon Hold It Down 4 U...We Miss U So Much Rite Now Man...I Remember Da Days We Used 2 All Jus Sit Around And Laugh A Dumb Stuff...But Man All I Can Do Is Jus Be Strong 4 U...I Luv U Brah...
This your sis Lanna...Its been 4yrs 2day since u gone and i still cry like it happened 2day. Im so messed up only God knows my pain. I wish I could take you place so you can see your handsome smart son grow up. We just had a bbq in your name on sat and it was nice. Cant believe how much your son misses you even though he cant remember you. He was so juiced about his shirt his momma made of you and him and when i showed him the cake of you he smiled so big and was like that say "we missed me daddy sam" lol it didnt say that but he knew it was on the lines of that. I told the fam i could put 3gether the bbq again but it be stressing me out and i hate depending on ppl and a lot of ppl arent reliable they dont feel the way i do about it so they dont see the importance like i do..ima gonna have to keep your name alive and remember you in a differnt way next year.. Dang bra this hurts soo bad i dont know if i will ever get over this.. Gone too dam soon..Love you to pieces wish i could just crawl up next to you and go to sleep
Hi Sam,
I just found this website, while i'm sitting at work and should probably be working. I still think of you all the time and wonder what our lives would have been like. Not that you and I would have ended up together, but I wonder if we would have still been cool. A lot has gone on since you have been gone. I think you would have been proud of me. I graduated college, went on to get a masters degree, and now I work. I also have a daughter, one day I have to take to meet your parents. The same song that I was listening to before I found out what happened to you is playing on Pandora. Maybe GOD is sending me a message letting me know you already know. My heart will never stop loving you. My soul will never stop missing you. My prayers are with your family because I know you wouldn't want to see them in any pain. Your son is beautiful. Thanks for all the letters you wrote me, I still have them. I read them when I am sad. My family is good, I know you would ask about them. Everyone is so big now and Jerm have triplet boys and who know's what other children he have running around. You may not be here, but you will forever live in our hearts. Thanks for all the memories. Love always STAYME!!! Your family put a picture of me in your obituary, I am 26 and to this day, that is the sweetest thing that anyone has done. I'll love you forever and a day!
It's been a long 8 years, not a day goes by and I don't think of u, u were my little secret my king my rock my everything I still ask God today y u had to leave and I see now u were to perfect for this world with a heart of gold and a smile that can light up the sky funny thing is I needed u but I guess god needed u more the love I have for u can never go away I will never love no other man the way I loved you this love is deep to deep I mean soul searching deep my mind body and soul will forever be with u intell the day we meet again I will always love u the love we shared was 1 an million������
Missing you baby I wish heaven had a phone God will be so mad at me ill be blowing that bitch up like hello jesus may I speak to Sam love u pooh intell we meet again I will always love you in my Whitney Houston voice����❤����������
Your day coming up 11 long years still seems like it was yesterday missing you dearly Pooh
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